I've not blogged for a few months. As with life, it is not one reason but several. I took a couple of evening classes at the community college to spruce up my resume. I was annoyed by texts from people who read my blog and thought is was directed at them. Responsibilities at home, at work and traveling to fetish events all added to me not blogging.
Sometimes a thought would creep to the forefront of my mind: "Blog. Blog. Blog." But ya know...just wasn't feeling it. In the past I would have thrown up a smattering of postings, and again, not for one reason but several. Knowing others check my blog daily, I do feel a responsibility to create. I have jotted in my notepad many paragraphs of thoughts for blogging, so why not take some time to move them from paper to the web? I don't like how I feel when I start something and then stop due to outside pressures. I don't like when I cannot be doing what I want because I have a commitment to obligations outside of "me".
I didn't want to complete a blog because I know those who check it out or follow me would appreciate a few more tidbits of stuff I don't share normally over a cup of tea. One of the toughest life lessons for me to 'get it' is doing life at my speed and in my time. One of the toughest life lessons for me is that I need to balance my life direction with the life directions of my family. I mean, like, what's more difficult than staying true to a life path while not being seduced by one’s ego?
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